Hello, my lovely readers, it has been a long time since I have written anything on my website. My life has been full of turmoil, but with the passing days, I am understanding life better. There are a few questions that have been answered by the universe but still, there are many unanswered questions. I hope with time with passing days I have all my answers. I have been working on my spirituality and my energies so that my life gets better.
Before I start writing my thoughts I would like to Thank God and the universe for everything they gave me. Gratitude is a way of life. It is something that can’t be forcefully applied to you but your thinking is molded in that direction. There are times when I am not grateful for many things which happened in my life and it is absolutely my choice because even if there are thousands of good things attached to it but I can’t see any.
Life is a journey where you can plan your next moment and the coming days but you never know what is going to happen next. There is a mix of certainty and uncertainty but that’s ok. As far as life is concerned there is no guarantee of what may happen next. Every person has his share of ups and downs in life but that does not declare you a failure. You don’t fail at anything until and unless you are willing to give up on yourself. Failure is a short period that gets prolonged in our memory.
Your life is nothing but a combination of choices that you made. Be happy with your present self because it was you who chose that life. There are many things that will work and many which won’t. It is useless crying over how far you would have gone if you had a picture-perfect life and things went according to your plan. When I look back at my life I conclude that the unplanned part took away my mental peace and good health. The universe always has so much in store for me that I keep wondering what they are up to.
I know there must be many out there who keep questioning the grace of God because of the coronavirus pandemic and lockdown situations which did shut down many businesses and brought misery to the life of many people. There is a massive timeshift happening in the universe and always remember that if something is happening there is a very big reason behind it. Even if you manifest a divine being into your own life or transform yourself into a divine being, you still have to walk your own journey. When it is divine time then you will see that everything will start shifting in your favor.
It is the 2nd of January and the New Year 2022 has just started. All the hard work which went in for 6 years of tough transformation is now showing results in weird forms. Rashes, hair fall, and too many changes. Spiritual awakening is not an easy journey, at least not for the feeble-hearted. Even the tough ones would break at some point to the amount of testing you have to go through. You don’t have any idea as to what tomorrow will be like. What is easy? Or difficult. It is better to put all your beliefs in one basket and label it as easy for your heart’s content.
I don’t remember the past in which I have lived but my God says the present life is a continuation of my past life which I have lived thousands of years ago. I am born again for a very specific purpose in the same body which exists now but with a different identity. I am not who you think I am but someone else but I can’t prove it nor will I prove it. It was divine will for me to be a part of this world that exists now. This is my last birth to achieve salvation which was planned by none other than the man who changed my life for a lifetime, “Anantha”.
This is my second life. The identity with which I was born transcended and left my body somewhere in the year 2018 when I was on the verge of dying. I would have skipped that one breath and left for heavenly abode when “The man who changed my life for a lifetime” added his breath so that the cycle does not break. My life is the gift of the divine to me because I cannot leave this planet till I have achieved the only purpose for which I am born. My God never shied away from breaking me down to pieces so that I could rebuild myself from those broken pieces.
There are two types of destiny. The one with which you are born and the one which you force your God to write because you are on a spiritual path. Prewritten destiny is written according to past karmic backlogs and has the same energy pattern which existed in all your previous births but when you start working in the direction to get liberation or Moksha from the cycle of rebirth by working on your spirituality then your work starts towards a new destiny.
It has been a long journey since the year 2017. This year is simply embedded in my subconscious mind. I can’t swipe it off nor can I run away from it. A past that was most difficult for me to accept has become a part of my life. My present life is the sum total of all the past experiences. Whatever I am today is because of the wisdom and learning which I drew every time I failed or succeeded. I lost the precious years of my life fighting with chronic health conditions, depression, and hopelessness. But the biggest question is, does my past defines me?
