happiness

After going through the worst phase of my life I am 100% planning to change the entire course of my life. Swipe off everything which belongs to the past and get rid of every belonging which reminds me of the past. God gave one life so live it KING size. Stop crying and start living. Everything in your life won’t go your way. Your life is moving forward according to your will and the will of the cosmos. The only thing is you don’t know when the cosmic will has overpowered your choice. I don’t hide my age and have turned 43 on 25th October 2022. I have got a daughter who stays with my Ex.

Today is the first day of Navaratri 2022. My dad does Durga Puja every year and aarti in the morning and evening. Durga maa is a symbol of power. She was created to fight with the demons because no God could overpower the demons so they needed a figure which had the combined energy of all Gods. All Gods and Goddess put together their power in one form so that she could fight and even win the battle against demons. She is a mother, a lady whom we worship. She has all the weapons which she needs to slay the demons.

It has been a long journey since the year 2017. This year is simply embedded in my subconscious mind. I can’t swipe it off nor can I run away from it. A past that was most difficult for me to accept has become a part of my life. My present life is the sum total of all the past experiences. Whatever I am today is because of the wisdom and learning which I drew every time I failed or succeeded. I lost the precious years of my life fighting with chronic health conditions, depression, and hopelessness. But the biggest question is, does my past defines me?

I kept wondering for a very long time as to why my God chose me to achieve a task which he himself could have done in one go or could have chosen someone else for the purpose. Why Me? Why I am the chosen one for the task which is much bigger than my own imagination, a purpose for which he promised me his companionship for lifetime, a purpose which has to be achieved in this lifetime, a purpose which will change the face of the world and touch the life of every creature on this planet.

The very concept of life is very deep, the more you dig the better you understand it. When you look at life from the surface it is nothing but a passing time where you live your present and future. Every gem of life is hidden within you. You have the entire cosmos hidden within you but you cannot access that energy. You can get access to that energy when you have raised above the realms of normal human beings and attained a state of being where you have the power to converse with the supreme. It is in that state of mind that you will download the entire universe within your body.

When life knocks you down then only you understand the true meaning of life. Your fantasy world comes crashing down and you can see it breaking down to pieces in front of your own eyes. When you do not know what to do next because you cannot cope up with the day to day problems, people will bombard you with suggestions and will show you how wrong you are and how right they are? You will find very few people actually caring for you from their heart and wanting good things for you, rest will just show you superficial love and in their hearts, they are happy to see you suffering.

Every person searches for happiness. Be it with someone or some material objects. We want to acquire everything which makes us happy. People are crazy to add something to their life which just makes them happy. The problem with most of us is that we look for happiness in material things whereas it is just residing within us. The inner happiness is waiting to get discovered so that it fills our life with happiness and love. Purchasing a new product may be compulsory sometimes but when it just becomes a desire to be happy that is the time when the real problem starts.

Friends you all know me as Rashmi Priya. I am thankful to all of you who read my blogs and have liked it. You all the ones who motivate me to write more and share more. All the experiences which I share on my blog or write about are my real life experiences. I do not write superficial stuff. I am an easy going lady who loves her life and her work. It took me ten years to realize as to what I want to do in my life and to figure out what my true purpose in life was.

A person is nothing but a sum total of all decisions he makes in his life. You always have to choose and decide which way to go. Decision making starts from kindergarten days when a child decides whether he should eat a chocolate or not, purchase one toy over the other toy. We human beings are adapted to decision making but the best part is that when we make small decisions it does not matters whether it is right or wrong. It is only when we make big decisions that we understand “How Right or How Wrong We Were”. So what to do.

Happiness is the emotion which is felt within and is expressed out by means of good feelings and laughter. Happiness can have different meaning for different people. Something which makes me happy may not make the other person happy. Every person has his or her own definition of happiness. A smiling face can make someone happy, a small gift, a good night's sleep or one can find happiness in just working selflessly for others. Being happy is a great feeling and everyone should be happy. There is no doubt that God gave us this life just to be happy.