Hello Rashmi can you hear me? I thought I slept and was lying on my bed but I find myself in a very different place now. Clouds? No, I think I am surrounded by water. Am I inside an ocean made of water or standing in a dark place in the Universe? Maybe both feel the same. These thoughts are still running through my mind. My mind was mocking me saying it feels this girl has experienced the entire universe. I think I have been here before maybe billions of years ago or from the start, who knows. I just shut down my mind asking it to find the direction of the voice.
Sri Anantha Padmanabhaswamy
I hope I do full justice with the write-up since I have not slept properly for the last 5 days. In the year 2015 I signed up to fulfilling a dream which cost me many things but I don’t regret the decision. Everything which is meant for me will be in my life and the people who left my life are now a part of the past so a fresh life with a new code. The changing energies of the planet along with too many changes happening within my own physical body have taken away my night's sleep.
I am someone who was not into yoga and meditation before I started facing too many health problems and started yoga in the year 2012. In the year 2015, I had two divine encounters and I started meditation in the year 2017. Though I don’t understand much of why I do what I do but still I keep doing it because a little voice inside of me says that I have a bigger purpose to serve and my meditation will help me in getting cosmic guidance and also connect with the invisible energies which will help me in the achievement of my purpose.
I know who I am but I am not who you think I am. My existence was written much before my birth. When my soul decided to be born through my mom I had made the decision to be a part of the earthly plane. It was not my sole decision but the decision was made in companionship with my God who promised to join me completely in the middle of my journey for a new beginning which would change my world, the world in which we exist and also the new world which will be created according to cosmic will. I still question myself every day, Who am I?
This is my second life. The identity with which I was born transcended and left my body somewhere in the year 2018 when I was on the verge of dying. I would have skipped that one breath and left for heavenly abode when “The man who changed my life for a lifetime” added his breath so that the cycle does not break. My life is the gift of the divine to me because I cannot leave this planet till I have achieved the only purpose for which I am born. My God never shied away from breaking me down to pieces so that I could rebuild myself from those broken pieces.
I was standing outside Sri Laxmi Narayani Temple, Sripuram with one rupee coin in my hand with various thoughts running in my head. I know the thought or choice which I made on 31st December 2015 was not mine but the choice of the universe which planted the seed of thought in my mind that I should commit my life to a purpose which they wanted to fructify through me. I purchased a photograph of “Sri Anantha Padmanabhaswamy” on 29th December 2015. It was his choice to be a part of my world. He had made his decision.
I have mostly visited South Indian temples and I firmly believe that temples are the gateway to the divine. It establishes a direct connection between you and God but the only criteria is that you should visit that sacred place with the right mindset and energies. God will grant your wishes even if you lack certain energies within you but possess the right mindset and have a good heart. Always remember “Power” is given only to those people who will not misuse it and when you talk about divine powers then the universe will test to your core and check how strong you are.
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Hello, my lovely readers. The journey of my life was a tough one and I have learned various lessons along the way. I have written my first book with the grace of God who is the source of my ultimate power on how I overcame all the challenges that life threw at me one by one and never gave in to situations when quitting life was easier than living it.