Lord Balaji

I hope I do full justice with the write-up since I have not slept properly for the last 5 days. In the year 2015 I signed up to fulfilling a dream which cost me many things but I don’t regret the decision. Everything which is meant for me will be in my life and the people who left my life are now a part of the past so a fresh life with a new code. The changing energies of the planet along with too many changes happening within my own physical body have taken away my night's sleep.

I had read the book “The Secret” by Rhonda Byrne and read about the law of attraction but I never practiced it. Though I had an idea of the theory part, I never applied it or experimented with it to check whether it worked or not. My life really fell apart in the year 2017 and that is something that brought me closer to God and spirituality. I started working on my own self from that year onwards by doing Yoga and Meditation. It was the first time I realized that in order to fix my life I have to think the right way.

I firmly believe that all the people who are in my life are meant to be in life be it my friends, family, neighbors or people who are away from me and connected through Facebook and WhatsApp. All of them are meant to be in my life for one or the other reason and that’s why they are in my life. Few people entered knowingly and others unknowingly, I love the presence of all of them. Some are of my age while some are younger to me while there are many with whom my thoughts connect but they are much older to me.

Today I wanted to write about myself and my association with the divine energy who was and is always with me guiding me and helping me in all possible ways. I have got a big association with God from the time I understood that there is something which is much beyond this realm and that is God. You pray to him, love him and get associated with him, he will give you peace and love in return. All prayers are not answered by God, neither are all wishes fulfilled but there is a reason behind everything.

Here in this article of mine, I am sharing my own experience with spiritual awakening which I was not aware of until yesterday on 4th December 2017 I saw a video which clarified that I have been spiritually awakened. It took me almost 2 years to realize that I have been spiritually awakened. I am a normal human being with lots of willpower and extraordinary determination. I have a strong feeling within me that I have been chosen by God for a very specific purpose and the time for its fulfillment has arrived. My life was never an ordinary life.

Meeting God always gives me pleasure. I am always at peace when I am near God. When my husband proposed the idea of going to Tirupati I was happy to do Balaji God’s darshan before the start of the New Year 2016. My husband tried for darshan tickets 2 times but he did not get it. He wanted to leave. I told him just to try once more. He said ok if you feel so I will try once again. He got the darshan tickets for 29th December and even booked a stay at Tirumala quarters for 2 days. We had to leave for Tirupati exactly after one week.