lord shiva

After questioning my existence for a very long time I have some of my answers but still, I am not satisfied with the results. Sometimes I feel too stuck and lost and it feels like my life is not moving forward. I don’t know where my life is heading because when you work on the invisible energies then you can’t see the results on paper. The memory which exists within my body is not programmed to handle the work which I do and that’s the only reason I feel directionless though at times the universe talks directly to me by means of messages.

When the thin line between what is possible and impossible merges then you feel lost and question your identity very often. Does birth happen only through the womb? Then where does rebirth happen because I cannot enter my mother’s womb in a grown state? Great question? Right. Rebirth happens through the womb of the universe where you spend the gestation period of more than 9 months if required because the cosmos will not deliver you to the world until and unless it is rest assured that you are ready to live the new identity which it wants to gift you.

I have worked on the invisible self and very hard on my spirituality to the point that I could die so to save myself from death so that my body retains my soul I listen to Mahamrityunjay Mantra. Lord Shiva came to my rescue to save my life. Previously I used to listen to it for a long time but now I don’t because he wants me to concentrate on other things. I have reached the peak and now things are about to shift. I can feel a new me, a new soul, a transformed body, and a new destiny. Total surrender is what my God demand to the point that I should leave myself in their hands.

I am writing something from my own experience of life that when things have to happen it will happen, you will have no choice but to accept everything. I find it difficult to understand the working of the universe but still, I am putting forward my thoughts from the amount of knowledge I have on the subject. This universe is so grand and its way of working so mysterious that I would say it is absolutely impossible for any human being to understand it in totality but you still will be touched by its working since you are a part of it.