spirituality

I have worked on my energies for a very long time. My spiritual work started slowly in the year 2015 and then got fast-paced in the year 2019. I have done lots of spiritual work, be it meditation, yoga, idol worship, connecting with divine energies, mantra meditation. Almost everything which a normal person of my age can never think of. I married the man whom I loved since my school days and had a live-in relationship with him for a long time. Even after dating him for 10 years, he cheated on me.

I was listening to a video on YouTube regarding energy so I just wanted to put forward my thoughts on energies. See the first and foremost thing is theoretical knowledge is good for learning a subject but when you actually practice it then you know what the real world of energies means? There is so much disparity between what is actually written and what practically exists. Lots of people just read many books and wrote their thoughts, many people had half-knowledge and wrote their experiences.

Everything which I am going to write in this article of mine is my own experience.

Everything which you are i.e your existence is because of your genes. They are the ones that carry the code which determines the color of your eyes, the shape of your nose, your skin color, your height, weight, almost everything which is physical. Genes are passed to you from your ancestors so everything which you are today is the sum total of what has been passed to you from your family lineage. God’s inhabited the earth so the genes which were carried by the creator are also present in you.

This journey called life is great and it did teach me lots of lessons. I started questioning my own ability as a person and wanted to explore more of me so that I can achieve my divine purpose in this lifetime. I have explored various parts of myself and I have written in detail about my journey in my book “Love You Jindagi My Journey to meet Sri Anantha Padmanabhaswamy”. One single encounter changed my total being and my whole life. I started exploring myself after my divine encounter on 31st December 2015. Everything which you question about God or the universe is real.

Today is 11th July 2020. This number 11 appears so much in my day to day life that I thought of writing something today. I am 40 years old. I have lived a big chunk of my life and the rest of my life maybe 30 or 40 years which is still left is the one where I have to carve my destiny and serve my purpose. What did I do in these years? I tried to play my best role even when I was living the worst phase of my life with all my diseases. I always complained about life and asked God why me? Why he gave me so many health problems. I have lived all my dark days full of health problems.

Today I wanted to write about myself and my association with the divine energy who was and is always with me guiding me and helping me in all possible ways. I have got a big association with God from the time I understood that there is something which is much beyond this realm and that is God. You pray to him, love him and get associated with him, he will give you peace and love in return. All prayers are not answered by God, neither are all wishes fulfilled but there is a reason behind everything.

I have faith in destiny and God’s timing to make something happen or to bring something in our life. Something which is meant for me will be in my life no matter what and things which are not meant to be in my life will simply leave. I have seen things happening in my own life. I cannot change circumstances or situations, what I can do best is to adapt to them. Things will happen because they have to happen, God’s timing is perfect. You will be available at a place at a correct timing and will meet someone you never thought of?

Love is the most powerful tool on earth. With love, you can do anything because the energy is so positive that even the Gods come down on earth to help you deal with every problem you are facing. Sometimes we just fall in love with someone and I would say that is love at first sight. It is more of infatuation than real love. It is only with the passage of time that your love gets tested. When you think about the same person even after many months that means you are serious about your love.

In Geeta Saar, it is written: “Whatever happens happens for good”. Now I am going to discuss my own life’s experience as to how good or how bad. I can say one thing with surety that whenever a big change is about to happen there is no intimation as to it is going to happen. We have to accept it whether we are mentally prepared or not. Sometimes you will cry and get disheartened but have faith that whatever is happening is happening for good and the present situation is preparing us for the future. The past experiences are also something which has to be kept in mind.