I am pretty sure that people who read my previous writeups may have thought that this Man called “Y” whom I refer to as the “Man who changed my life for a lifetime” is a human being. He is not a visible man but an invisible person in my life. Happy Dhanteras Rashmi came a voice as I was proceeding with my article. I knew it was Anant I just turned back to glimpse my gift. As I turned my back the entire scenario changed and I suddenly found myself sitting on a snake. I am very feared of snakes and these creatures loved me the most.
Happy Navaratri
All of you will agree with me when I say that when the soul enters a body a new life takes birth in the form of a child while when the soul leaves a body a person is declared dead. This body is lifeless without a soul. The soul is what keeps you going and is in constant communication with other living beings and the universe itself. The soul is more like a mini cosmos occupying your body because it is a part of the divine and all the qualities which the source of creation holds are encapsulated inside the soul. Your body is just a piece of earth that is given to you by your parents.
There are times in your life when you feel that you are just living, eating, and wasting time while the whole world around you is earning and adding extra zeros to their bank account. And I very well know that all of us fall prey to this mentality when we have gone through our worst breakup and have taken a long career break. Actually, this human mind is programmed with too much stuff which is not needed, and that's the only reason these kinds of thoughts knock on your head very often.
My life did not turn out the way I planned it. I planned the best life for myself but I am the one who has gone through heartaches, physical problems, and emotional problems the most. I took care of my health to a great extent that no one can even imagine but my mental pain transformed into physical pain. Though I am mentally free of the past my body is still healing. I am 42 years old now. When I look back at my life I see myself as a carefree girl who never thought too much but I was never a bad decision maker. Though time proved many things wrong I know that it was for a reason.