Lifetime

Few people have more ups and downs in life when compared to other people. Time tests them much more than usual because they agreed to it before their birth. When I look back at my 42 years of life I realize there were many battles that I fought and won without anyone’s knowledge. Then there were those life lessons that I learned the hard way because I took decisions that made me suffer much more than usual. There were times I used to complain too much about everything I went through in life but now I have made peace with it.

I, my insane thoughts and imagination are something that differentiates me from the masses. My God gave me everything that I asked for but now they give me everything they have planned for. My life is hijacked by none other than “Anantha”. Sometimes it feels I am living his life and not mine. When it was peak time for me to work on my dreams and create a successful career for myself I had to deal with my worst breakup, health problems and worked on my spirituality. I walked on a path which I never planned and was not ready to live but I was forced to. Sometimes I think, Do plans work?

Happy Navaratri 2021. I am a deeply spiritual girl and there are times when my mind and the universe play tricks with me and I am completely overwhelmed by everything happening around me. I had written few things in my notebook. There were too many doubts in my mind regarding whatever was happening around me. My life has changed to the extent where I cannot relate myself to the person who existed in me a few months ago. I don’t deny the fact that I am working on something about which I don’t have much clue but I feel guided and work accordingly.

Its Shravan month and the rains have made the whole environment loving and cool. I wanted to write on matters of the heart. I am loving the rains come let's fall in love this rainy season with the “Man of your Dreams”, he will feel it. I bet you when you love someone from the bottom of your heart the other person is bound to feel it because your energies will meet the right destination into the other person’s heart. Life is very beautiful if you have someone who loves you, cares for you, misses you, calls you and is in your life as your better half or your husband.

I believe that faith in God not only gives a meaning but also a great purpose to humans. Though i worship God from my childhood days but it is only since last 10 years that my faith has strengthened and is strengthening each day with the passage of time. Spirituality gives you peace of mind and the more you connect with God, you will feel more near her. Your devotion and love for God will decide your connectivity. To every action there is equal and opposite reaction. When you have full faith in God and your faith never shakes with any ups and downs in your life.