There was a time when every small moment used to delight me and now the time is such that those happy moments come but i dont feel it. Its because of work pressure, Family pressure that my mind is preoccupied with things and i cant feel those small moments of happiness.
Gone are the childhood days when dad used to bring 50p chocolates and we happily ate that and now that big Cadbury bar of Rs 50 doesnt gives that delight. Those childhood moments are hard to forget because at that time we had no tension, no work pressure, no deadlines. We had only one work to play and study.
There was no Boss we were our Boss, no reporting. We lived like a King in our house and our premises. I remember those days when during Holi we used to get up at 5 0'clock in the morning to fill baloons with colour and prepare our pichkaris to play whole day long. And if some one tried to mess with us fire him with coloured gubbaras. Now when i remember those moments i feel “ What all silly things i used to do in my childhood days “.
We used to catch fishes by river side, bring them and keep them in our self created pond, take care of them, feed them and even play with them.
We used to play Home – Kitchen game and cook food in those small utensils, even feed our dolls with them, take them to bath and stitch new clothes for them everyday. Gone are those days when our hearts were pure and mind was clean and we used to give respect o everyone. Now the situation is not the same we face problems and react equally to it. In childhood days Dad and Mom were there to face those troublesome situations which we created. They kept us away from all sufferings.
I remember that there was one period of crisis when Dad had no money during Durga Puja time and i urgently needed two new dresses, he borrowed Money and purchased 3 new dresses for me.
I really miss those moments and want that i again become a child and live those moments again. I really miss them now. I miss the warmth of Parently love and affection. In this fast moving world everyone loves each other for work no emotions are involved.
The moments which are gone will never return back so live each moment and enjoy it. Live it.
